selfish.

I feel like junk today.

Stuffy nose.

Sore throat.

Painful ears.

Headache.

Bleh. All I want to do is sleep and sleep some more. Today is one of those days when life would be so much easier if I weren't a mother. Who takes care of a mom when she's sick? No one. Pitty party for one over here. Zoe used a sharpie marker all over an embroidered wall hanging I've had since I was a baby and I was reduced to tears. I keep telling myself all this stuff is going to burn one day and I seriously need to get over it and move on but I'm stuck.. Stuck in a very selfish "I wanna sleep, leave me alone" state of mind. Jesus I need help.

Matthew 6:19-20a "Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourself treasures in heaven..."

I will thank HIM for HIS goodness.

I'm choosing now to be ok. [...and to take a nap].